HO is about to start.......
Bismillah
All gratitute to Allah swt for every breath that He lend me all this while until today.
For today's post, i just want to share all my feelings entering housemanship. It just started two weeks back with PTM and orientation. Get to know how my life would be this two years (If not get extended). InsyaAllah.
Tomorrow I will be start tagging.(learn as much as possible). 7 am to 10 pm. So many things to worry,
"what if i labelled patient wrongly."
"what if anything happened, i will be responsible of.
"what if.....
so many 'what if". I am not even started. then i think of, why i not put all the worries to Allah swt. Anxious by myself would not go anywhere.
Currently i am reading ' The art of letting God.' by Mizi Wahid. it is just so on point about surrendering to God, Allah swt. we plan but Allah already planned for us eversince we came to this world. everything happens for you, not against you.
Sometimes we just need to understand the concept that this life is not a straight line. after A not necessarily B, sometimes A directly go to K and turn back to B. that is life.
"Do no harm"
haha, mantra for all practioners.
That is exactly what Allah did to us. there is no harm, it just that we do not know what Allah surprises us.
to be continued..
p's : writing while waiting for my sisters. nak pergi kak bella kahwin.
All gratitute to Allah swt for every breath that He lend me all this while until today.
For today's post, i just want to share all my feelings entering housemanship. It just started two weeks back with PTM and orientation. Get to know how my life would be this two years (If not get extended). InsyaAllah.
Tomorrow I will be start tagging.(learn as much as possible). 7 am to 10 pm. So many things to worry,
"what if i labelled patient wrongly."
"what if anything happened, i will be responsible of.
"what if.....
so many 'what if". I am not even started. then i think of, why i not put all the worries to Allah swt. Anxious by myself would not go anywhere.
Currently i am reading ' The art of letting God.' by Mizi Wahid. it is just so on point about surrendering to God, Allah swt. we plan but Allah already planned for us eversince we came to this world. everything happens for you, not against you.
Sometimes we just need to understand the concept that this life is not a straight line. after A not necessarily B, sometimes A directly go to K and turn back to B. that is life.
"Do no harm"
haha, mantra for all practioners.
That is exactly what Allah did to us. there is no harm, it just that we do not know what Allah surprises us.
to be continued..
p's : writing while waiting for my sisters. nak pergi kak bella kahwin.
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