Andai aku pergi dulu

Andai aku pergi dulu,
Ampunkanlah segala dosaku,
Halalkan segala makan minumku,
Maafkan aku atas segala kesalahku,
Daripada aku kecil hingga saat ini.

Andai aku pergi dulu,
Ku mohon Al Fatihah darimu,
Kenangkan Aku dalam doamu,
Ambil iktibar dari kisahku,
Dari pandangan matamu.

Andai aku pergi dulu,
Tegakkan Islam yang jitu,
Jagalah ghadar basarmu,
Jagalah perhiasanmu,
Tutur katamu,

Andai aku pergi dulu,
Jagakan keluargaku,
Aku berdoa redha ibu bapaku,
Sentiasa bersamaku,
Untuk mendapatkan Redha Allah yang satu,

#Dhiya Uddin

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