Expecting our first child
Alhamdulillah Ya Rabb for another blessing. Masa awal-awal kahwin, Aku dan suami still having discussions to plan or not because being pregnant while houseman is not a good choice. But, I've observed many people surviving ho with pregnancy, biiznillah, lots of discussion, I ajak kawan borak-borak, somehow I got the feeling, why I really want to merancang. Tujuan pernikahan adalah untuk ada zuriat, but somehow I need to prepare well for motherhood, mentally, physically, knowledge, ikhlas. And alhamdulillah, blessed with double line on my 3rd month of wedding. Dalam hati memang berharap untuk double line. Sekarang dah Masuk Minggu ke 30 kehamilan. So fast, tinggal dalam dua bulan lebih lagi. Tiba - tiba datang banyak pula perasaan tak bersedia. Parenting, Dan paling penting tarbiyah dan dakwah. My aim is how to make my small family fit the purpose of life. Sebenarnya I'm a bit down Bila duduk jauh dari akhawat. And akhawat makin laju dalam dakwah. So, I feel demotivated somehow. ...