FAITH

Alhamdulillah Ya Rabb for another blessing. Masa awal-awal kahwin, Aku dan suami still having discussions to plan or not because being pregnant while houseman is not a good choice. But, I've observed many people surviving ho with pregnancy, biiznillah, lots of discussion, I ajak kawan borak-borak, somehow I got the feeling, why I really want to merancang. Tujuan pernikahan adalah untuk ada zuriat, but somehow I need to prepare well for motherhood, mentally, physically, knowledge, ikhlas. And alhamdulillah, blessed with double line on my 3rd month of wedding. Dalam hati memang berharap untuk double line. Sekarang dah Masuk Minggu ke 30 kehamilan. So fast, tinggal dalam dua bulan lebih lagi. Tiba - tiba datang banyak pula perasaan tak bersedia. Parenting, Dan paling penting tarbiyah dan dakwah. My aim is how to make my small family fit the purpose of life. Sebenarnya I'm a bit down Bila duduk jauh dari akhawat. And akhawat makin laju dalam dakwah. So, I feel demotivated somehow. ...

Assalamualaikum geng blog...lama sangat tak post ni. Last was in october 2019..haha feeling helpsless wth my HO. Alhamdulillah, sekarang dah 7 bulan HO, Surviving lagi HO alhamdulillah. Now dah nak masuk third posting dah and i am going to medical. And this is my first posting ever in 2020. 2020 Such an eventful year, baru 1/4 tahun tapi dah dikejutkan dengan macam - macam berita. 2020 is CORONA year. Semua negara affected teruk kut. I cant imagine. Puasa dah tak ada terawih dekat masjid, bazar dah tak ada dan mungkin tahun ini tak dapat raya bersama famili. Tiba teringat last year punya wish. This year raya rumah mertua. This year puasa nak aim jadi lebih baik. Semua berubah 180 darjah. Semua orang kena stay at home. Semua kena pakai mask, social distancing, wash hands for at least 20 seconds/. Corona is global issue. Semua negera dia pergi. European, US most affected. Almost half million cases not reaching a month yet. Fuh. That is historical. Negara maju tapi buat apa pad...